i want to be swept away

"show me a well-adjusted, successful man who wants to settle down and have kids, and I'm not interested, but find me an alcoholic in his midthirties that still thinks his band might make it, and just tell me where i can show up and buy him dinner."
need i quote more?
i meet the most wonderful company in my dreams. last nite was no exception. a creative voice who wants me as the queen i wish to be. again, i love to dream.
another reason insomnia is not a welcome guest.
echoes guide me to believe that soon enough will be perfect timing. but i am left to wonder and wander with too much effort. it may just as likely be the wrong approach. but is no approach a way to achieve?
and still, these currents and waves surround me,
as i long to be a part of the swept away.